I am Love's enemy-- the pain that never goes away, the destroyer of all that is good in your heart I take it you have now seen the monster that resides within, you have mingled and defined/ told apart the weak points from the good Your views from mine make me believe you to be right and i oh i now look down on myself with shame of the monster that i have become Allow me not to turn you into this beast i have become, run and run as far as you can. Hide and forget about my existence because this beast i so hate myself is still me I can not run but to stand and fight, I am in despair and denial I feel undeserving of anything great and pure For i have seen pure turn to dust and great turn to evil Why is the sun suddenly disappearing from my window- how is darkness falling upon me? Have i lost my guard? Is this pain self inflicted? or is the truth hard to swallow? Wake up rise and shine, the world awaits... no time for frowns and heartaches. why choose this soul out of so many? My ...

I know what am not to know, the aim and what transpired were never premeditated Surprise, surprise it hit you on the face “damn I think I can hang with this” I just want a kiss I just want a lay, the night is young and a new year is coming Where art dwells thee, oh no where but bouncing around my own head because of boredom I hear you hang and lay my friends’ friend, my my that’s news to me, my friend told me that your friend was no more My my, how fine you are- I hear and saw that you get rocked back and forth Oh so, now you want to join the crowd? I am different, like no other you have seen…true, you are Window snatches, scraping, watching stars…Onion peels Toilets, garages chairs You hear that, what? Listen… Calling, calling, the train is about to leave- wait, I wanted to tell you that I … Calling, calling, hello…hi, I am at the bus station…good to see you again Calling, calling, your flight is leaving in 45 minutes…who will be there? No, you will see them and they will take you the...