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My Day

Every year towards the end of July, my company (the company I currently work for) holds an AGM (Annual General Meeting). This is one of my major task/ duties in my job description, putting together all the admin for this meeting.


Today is the day for this year! I consider this day, MY Day and the busiest day of my career every year that I have to run from start to finish. For the past 2 years, not all has run smoothly as wished and hoped for!!! Hmmm…hopefully this year those mistakes have vanished.

I have grown to be stronger and more organized than the past two years! And with all the help I am receiving from management and colleagues! I doubt if there will be room for floors…I hope not!

Well, talking about help from fellow colleagues and management. A question lingered in my head… are they doing this to help me!?! Or are they doing it because they feel that I am incompetent!?! … Hmmm, as I said- past two years were not so smooth!

What ever reason they might be putting a hand for, what matters most is the fact that THEY ARE PUTTING A HAND. They are helping, how I look at it- is not important but how I take it… will better my attitude and personal philosophy.

Today, I woke up early after sleeping very late… I probably slept in early hours before opening my eyes to the sound of my alarm going off few hours later. When I gazed on the mirror- I saw a selfish, aggressive and immature little girl and I was not impressed at all…I believe waking up with puffy eye bags and a pink eye is better than that!

I entered the bath tub with hopes and plans of washing off that ugly reflection that I saw earlier…

When I walked-in at the office… I felt better. The weather is cold, the office has not changed shape and there’s nothing visibly different about today but my Philosophy.

Today is no longer about the AGM…it is about changing my perspective.

Isa
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