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2008

Happy New Year and a great welcome to everyone to 2008!!!

The holiday season is now over and we are back to the hectic corporate world and preparation (registrations) for school.

Ahhh well, everything (seasons- that is) comes to an end.

December was wonderful, uniting with family and people you have not seen in ages.
Well, the guest for dinner finally showed up.
The weather at home was not the best you would call summer but it DID get HOT when it was hot!!!

The spending (MONEY) did not stop of cause (and so didn’t deductions on the available funds in the bank), by the end of December early Jan 08…there were pennies in my pockets and nothing in the bank and creditors calling.

It’s good to know people and to have people who care about you! They will rescue you when you are in trouble or need assistance. Even though all was looking misty… I did not panic nor regret how the money was spent.

Romance was heated up in December and love was just sooo…so…versatile! From agreeing on small things to listening to each other and helping one another, the mood never changed and the rhythm remained.

Going home for this past holiday has recreated me in all aspects and I feel wiser and more secured than ever. Even though all these things were happening to me and my loved ones… there are those who lost their loved ones to death and there are those who shared tears of joy in celebration of the return of their family members, might it be from: Isolation (as they go through the tradition of manhood) or overseas for years.

My say and take is… Go wild!!! Don’t hold back and don’t regret!
Make love or have fun sex for hours with your lover (some people don’t approve of the word lover- so lets say your man/woman or better half), go watch a movie and feel stupid or confused by the whole thing you just watched. Force your partner to kiss you and touch you in public (in a playful manner of cause). Get drunk together and make fun of your friends!!! LOL

It’s good to be back even though I had to leave my loved ones behind (that was the difficult part). It’s a new beginning for all of us, another opportunity to try again, improve and make things right. Use it! Embrace it! Challenge it! Be HAPPY!!!

No one… I repeat- NO ONE on this earth or in any other planet can change your life for you but yourself. What are you waiting for???

Create your world. I am lucky because my world is magnificent and crazy (that aspect is brought into existence by a very important “muton” {in human form}).

Appreciate what you have and God/the Universe will give you more.

Let’s grow together

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