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The 6th of May






On this day a baby was born 53 years ago; at the age of 28 that child gave birth to a daughter and named her Thuthukani the dad gave her a name too known as Isabella (Bella)

Yes, it is my mother’s birthday today, a woman I am proud to call MY MOTHER.

She had it tough and bad but she also experienced the Lord’s grace and mercy. My Mother made me who I am, she is the one that gave me confidence and 100% self-esteem to face the world that we live in. she taught me how to make an honest living without hurting and abusing others, she taught me how to forgive and to trust. She made her life an open book for me to learn from as much as there is bad in those pages but they stand as warnings and examples preparing for my future just as the bible does.

Through out your life your ancestors have guided you and helped you to find your way home. Awulibalanga imvelaphi yakho nalapho wakhuliswa khona yintombi yaseMahlotshaneni (umhakhulu wam), Mamthembu; Jali ; Maqatha Alikhulu. Wakhuliswa wena ngaMampinga (Songwiqi), ooMawawa;Senzwa;Nyo mntwana;Ingabinoboya ifuna amakhwenkwe; Ungayixhoma exhantini, bayifuna bonke;Mbolokoqoshe

Ntombe entle yaseMampondweni (Notshulwana) wahamba uzifuna waphantsa nokuthwasa wazifumana, mbali yakho yaseMampondweni inde esuka eDedesi mama wam, abakowenu balityhutyha elimiweyo, bangakudanga kuMaMpondomise nooSoga kwanaMaxesibe- Nozala wam Ngqungqushe; Faku ;nyawuza, Thahle kaNdayeni oohlamba ngobende.

Undikhulisile, ange uThixo akusikelele akungcine akubonakalise uthando lwakhe ngam. Uzele ayindim ndodwa usapho lwakho kodwa abakhulu kum bavumele ihlabathi libaginye baze basuka kuwe abayihlonipha ingqeqesho yakho- kodwa wena njengomzali onenimba, uthando lwakho alupheli.

Qina mzali wam, Qina Themba lam, Qina Bomi bam, Yomelela Ntsika yam ukhule ungakhokhobi

Happy birthday Tsicks :)
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