If you take a closer look…You might be able to see that life is a game. A chess game and we are the pawns in it. Life is but a dream, it is made out of sweet dreams and nightmares. If you have more nightmares than sweet dreams then your life is a nightmare. I am not as naïve as I look…nah that not me talking; that was a line in a series said by Sookie telling her blood sucking stone cold main streaming man. We wear many masks, we are shape-shifter that gives an illusion to others- I can be whatever you want to see happening in your eyes. That’s going with the flow. Don’t forget, it’s a game. You have to play well and play wise because:- You might think you are winning but yet leaving your queen wide open You might think you are getting your way and are manipulating your opponent…but never underestimate your enemy 'match mate’ (enemy is such strong of a word) because you might be taken for a ride to dreamland… Driving naked to a breakfast 24hour joint; …that’s just another scenario ...

I have a nerve to break free and voice the anger within me that burns so much of me. It destroys my dreams and my plans for my future It leaves me empty with no words to whisper nor describe the gruesomeness and rage I hold within How dare I allow myself to think there be wrong with me and that I am undeserving of happiness and glory Wipe this tear that seem to run out of line with the other tear drops that fall straight from the eye down my chick to my hands This one goes from the eye to my ear straight to my heart, what tear are you? The salt burns the muscle within and as my heart rate increases, it slowly burns a whole I seek no longer to mother whilst I’ve never bared a child in my belly to life I seek no longer to argue because my debate days were much long enough and fun in high school mostly I seek no longer to question because I somehow do not wish to know the answers or the reasons behind them And so, I do away with that tear; stop the salt from tearing me apart…slowly but su...