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From the past

I found something from the past in my archives...almost 3 Years ago I had written a piece of my random thoughts and feelings I think you might find it interesting, here it is: The African woman has always been known and labelled as "the earth" (big with curves shaped as mountains and big breasted chest as the rivers and valley that surround and beautifies the earth). Many names we have received because of our big thighs and that gained us recognition as "the African woman" or "African beauty", now it seems that the modern male species are in preference of the more sporty type and model image. Yes, I also feel it to be true that the modern woman has taken pride and no shame in her shape these days with no concern nor guilt of how big they are. The women of today now live as prototypes for men. Apparently men prefer "more meat" in their bones and with curves. I say why care what another human being prefers? Rather combine being curvy and taking...
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A fight

Never back down from a good fight… Actually, never ever back down from ANY fight! There is an amazing feeling that one gets whilst in the midst of anger, fighting (not physically) and or arguing… Somehow our ears seem to be picky of what we hear and the phrasing of words differ from what they actually sound like or are supposed to be received; we somehow become oblivious to reality and to the main issue at hand that got us into the argument. The mind… Our strongest weapon turns and becomes the enemy to self. We kind of self-distrust as though a ticking bomb sitting and waiting. It is amusing and at the same time amazes me that my senses fool around with my body such as getting a bitter taste in your mouth, sudden fever that keeps climbing higher and high, ears having a steaming sensation as though a steam train, cheeks flushed red due to the high temperature, Eyes WIDE open as though screaming in silence, nostrils wide open breathing dry but yet humid air as though suffocating. Hormone...

This life is no child's play

This life is no child’s play for real You know, some of us complain about how much you hate your boss and how unfair everything is There are people that don’t have jobs out there that will give anything to at least be working We are so spoilt of our comfort and never look back to realize how far we have come We often forget our beginnings and seek out more without considering other people’s feelings and priorities This life that we live in is really no child’s play But… that doesn't change the small desires that started us all in this place… Remember the stars use to shine brighter and if you were lucky you’d catch a shooting star and make a wish Remember there use to be wonderful moments of basking in the sun with no concern of skin cancer but enjoying the beauty and natural feel of being exposed to nature’s best Back in the day when priority and principle meant more than running away from reality We never use to hide behind spliff and a glass of beer…we were warriors then ...

My Government

Immense Controversy has broken lose in South Africa over the current ruling president Zuma and a portrait of a imaginary penis depicted as his on the painting. Tell me, how did we move from being worried about E-tolls, Youth Subsidy and Secrecy Bill to focusing on a penis drawing by some Australian painter (whom by the way gave the president a swag by posing him as the Johnny Walker pose and Kanye West posture) Some tedious things are expected to be fussed over by those with understandably a low I.Q score or below average. Hence I believe some things are to be dealt with in a more grown up manner or using your head rather than your pride. If you are involved with more than one woman (married to 6 with 21 children) that surely qualifies you as a "womaniser" unless my understanding of wikipedia and urban dictionaries is totally obscure. How many stories and discriminations have come-out before!? Waaay bigger than this painting and its penis... thousands and thousands and ye...

July 2011

For eight years I had gotten used to preparing for the one big day in every year up to the July of 2011. This year is different, very different...no longer will I work towards this big event that use to be the center of my focus from the beginning of the year to the end of July. For the first time in eight years...its gone. Well, I have moved from my little bachelor flat that I use to complain about to a one bedroom that still needs unpacking. One would think I just moved in over the weekend but yet its been a week or two now since my move. I am much happier here even though I haven't found my energy nor interest to stand up and unpack. This place is much better that where I was, at-least here I cant complain much about the pests that I was sharing the previous flat with, now I am able to disappear into my room; shut the door and not see the roaches at the kitchen whilst sitting or relaxing on my bed. I must say - I am really pleased with this step I have taken (that might just b...

Time

Wow, time flies…last year exactly around this time, I remember we had a crisis with H1N1 Virus, there were the xenophobia attacks happening and recession had hit S.A amidst. Really, it all feels like yesterday! Now that saying has become not just but feels even like it for me

To the end

Apart we grow slowly we fall Thee innocents no longer in tune with the dreams Would it be easy to allow it to just be? Apart we grow slowly we fall Toss and turn in the middle of the night Your fire may never come to ignite Apart we grow slowly we fall So easily comes the forbidden fruit To sooth and healeth thy sorrow Make me forget make me free Apart we grow slowly we fall No longer a whisper nor a scream Thy worth has waned out Interest has fallen along the way Apart we grow slowly we fall Cold as ice are the dreams Cold as ice are the words Not sure what to say nor how to say it Apart we grow slowly we fall