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Cruel Intentions

There is a difference between playing fair and misleading someone
You allow them to believe that you are the one

The matters of the heart are unfortunately hidden for sometime
Until the time is felt to be right to reveal all that is within

Bruised ego is what is left behind
Broken hurt left to hang

What the heart sings to you everyday is never respected
Little voice with in
Whispering…
Take time, don’t give in, am I safe, is it worth it???

The answer comes like a sudden black cloud out of the blue
And the storm hits hard and where it hurts most

Waiting for the cruel hard hitting drops to blow by
But they pierce through like a silver sword on a silky sheet

The pain is not felt at first, as the blade moves in lightening speed
But time is the enemy but also the friend that heals

I thank you for being who you are and what you meant to me

Because; should I not accept then I will be the one who had
Cruel Intentions

Leave long and be blessed, for you deserve the best
I continue my journey in finding a compatible partner
I continue my strive to meet someone half way

I continue searching for understanding
Respect, love, friendship, generosity
Wait…
I continue looking…looking but mostly
Looking to find myself

The only cruel intentions are those not intended by the mind and the heart
But

The outcome of an unclear picture

By: Boogie
28/11/2006 TB Songwiqi
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Anonymous said…
Good post.
11/11/08
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